sunny Monday

I've had quite a good Monday, considering I only got to sleep at 6am, I'm happy I got up at noon. me sleep's been really bad lately and I have to figure out how to sort it out. I need to sleep... I feel a wee bit woobly when not sleeping properly. scary.

just had some dinner out in the sun, am struggling with me food at the moment aswell, have lost me appetite so I tend to reach about 900-1000 just and I'm supposed to eat 1500/day.

I think me not sleeping plays a part in that, I'm just in too much pain these days.

I've decided to go back on me painmeds though, me pads are nearly worn out so I'm not getting any painrelief from those... bj's against it as am I but what can I do at this point? I keep lashing out at him, giving him a bolocking after another and I know he understands but it's not fair on him!!

so I'm taking them again until I'm a wee bit better again. here's hoping!

sorry for being such a whinge but I'm struggling, I miss ME!

one positive sideeffect is that me increased pain hasn't set of me endo so YAY!