babyplans ;o)

we've had such a good talk today, about the future, children, life, pain, endometriosis, adoption a.s.o.

we´ve got an appointment with Dr Margita on March 29th to start the process and I have to admit that I've got butterflies in my tummy and I'm nervous and a wee bit scared aswell...

but mostly excited!

we're counting on being pregnant in two years at the earliest, what with IVF and all that. I'm curious as always and can't get my mind off cute baby-stuff, names, daycare, lullabyes, prams, buggys, clothes, baby-blogs and of course reading and gathering information about others with experience on endo and children, on getting pregnant with endo, on going through IVF and all that. scary but neccessary reading...

oh and I found this today, pretty right? hihi

wouldn't that be cool on our baby? ;o)

I'm worried though that the endo-pains will get worse, back to what they were before during the waiting-period before we get to start IVF. we've got a shorter time to wait, just 10 months I think it is but it feels like an eternity when I consider what might happen.

but it's a risk I'm willing to take.

I want nothing more than to start a family with J and live a long, happy life together.